i heard you asked how i was doing?well, im still the same. im done with my 6 months work and i just begun my exam review.i also just celebrated my bday. hope you remember it.honestly, 2 months have passed and im still struggling with what happened.i thought i was starting to be okay.i am.but sometimes when im not busy, i can still remember everything.and it makes me cry. im missing the times when everything was okay between us.but i know i should not be doing it.i have told you before that it will not be easy to forget everything with just a week or two.i want you to know that it's really hard moving on.even during my birthday, i was waiting for a text or a call from you on my sun phone.even if i dont need to make a reply, at least i've known you remember.and i know both of us have different numbers and we are not allowed to exchange it.i think that's all about me.once in awhile i get depress.i still think about you and me.i still think of how you are doing now.are you still here in bacolod?all i know about you was you are okay na.and that's good.at least.remember last time, i aksed you about how mad you are to me?but you were hesitant in replying.so until now, im still waiting for the answer or atleast we may finally clear everything about us.so that at least, even if we will not talk and see each other anymore , we know that everything ended right.im like the lost soul, i just can't go to heaven because of unfinished business.and i hope it will be my key of moving on.it will be a big help.

im still praying that one day, God will allow us to clear everything between us.

that's all for now.thanks